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I watched He's Just Not That Into You thousands of time. It's so lovely. I never get bored watching it. I love Neil (Ben Affleck) and Beth (Jennifer Aniston) in that movie. Why? I don't really know. It's just that Neil in that movie is exactly the type of guy i would love to have as my husband.

Watching this movie really opens up my mind about guys of course but more towards relationship. What most people do not realize about relationship is that we often thought what we want is what we need. The reality is what we need might not exactly what we want and what we want might not always what we need. Just like in this movie, just take one example Neil and Beth. Beth always wanted to get married. But Neil doesn't.
Neil said,

"People who get married are not to be trusted. You know why? Because if you were legitimately happy, honestly you wouldn't feel the need to make a big show out of it. You wouldn't have to broadcast it. They do it because they're insecure and because they think that getting married is what they're supposed to be doing now. And so they're lying to themselves and they're lying to others."

They broke up for a while until Beth saw the real marriage lives of her sisters and realize marriage is just what she thought she need. Neil was more a husband to her than any other guy could be. 

 We all are fools when it involves love. Relationships. Commitments. One might say that love is blind. Love's not blind. People in love are blind. Love's stupid. Love makes us do stupid things. Because we are so blinded by that one person.

"I may dissect each little thing and put myself out there so much but at least that means that I still care."  -Gigi from He's Just Not That Into You-

To this one person,

I don't have the guts to say what I wanna say right to your face.

So I'm posting it here though I know you may not even read this.
Just so happen if you find out about this.

I just want you to know that I really love you. I do care about you.
You make me do all kinds of stupid thing that I can't believe I actually did.

You may not be as good or as perfect as that fictitious character Neil.

But to me you are more than Neil to me.

I miss you so much. Do take a good care of yourself.

 

 p/s: I really miss you. :(