Taking Chances

yes..

a part of me really died..

I know you might say that I'm exaggerating or being a drama queen..

but that is exactly how it feels..

when you really into someone..

and things just don't work out as you thought it will..

I'm letting you go now..

It's kind of hurt..

but that's just the price I have to pay..

for the risk I took..

for falling in love with you..

There's this saying that I always keep in mind..

"If he's gone for now and if he really is The One, he'll come back.. no matter what because life works that way.."

Allah has all the answers.

that's what I'm trying to do..

to wait and see if you come back for me..

that is a big risk, isn't it?

what the hell.. I've already took greatest risk by loving you.

I

Tired???

nope.
i am not tired waiting on you.
i am just afraid.
that you will never come back.

if only life's like traffic light.
so i know when to stop.
waiting for you.
loving you.
or just move on...

Friends 4ever!

I know I have to have an intro.. but.. hehe.. can't think of any appropriate intro right now.. Anyway! This is for my friends.. best of friends.. wonderful friends.. hehe.. i would say my everything.. (BFF la senang cerita)

You know, sometimes in life, we meet people.. a lot..

Some that will leave footprints in the heart.. and those who left with scars..

But although they hurt us, they also thought us a huge lessons of life..

That kind of experience actually brings us wisdom that could never be thought in classrooms..

That kind of experience teaches us to be more careful in future.. you know.. to not repeat history..

To have you guys in my life is amazing..

All the excitement and fun..

To all the good times we spent together for the last a year and a half (more or less)..

I thank you for everything..

For being patient with me..

My vigorous laugh (hehe.. loudspeaker)..

Hope this friendship will last forever..

I heart you guys!!! <3

p/s : sorry for being emotional ya'll!

Azzira Pinkolic
segala yg kita share.. inside out.. its only for me and you.. hahaha.. kegatalan ko aku simpan elok3..

Apahpeace
kak pah! ayam golekku! hehehe.. teddy bear bernyawaku..  segalanya lah an an..  

Asiah Roommate!
roommate baru a few weeks.. hehehe.. ko ngan azzira mmg lah xleh jumpa, kita dua gelak kuat, ko ngan kak pah asyik kutuk2 each other.. tp that what makes us so special and our friendship stronger!

Pris OKU (Orang Kuat UTM)
kamu tak kuat pun sebenarnya! hahahaha.. berlagak je kuat kan kan.. lol.. 

Debbie Masculine
hanya kami tahu kenapa kamu masculine! beware dengan debbie.. kita tak tahu dia siapa!? hahahahaha..  best sebab kamu dengan pris x pernah marah2 puuuuuuuunnnnn! :p

Iqram Meon
tak tau la nak kata apa.. hang ni mmg la one in a million kan..  douchebag habis! lol.. :p

No Title

I watched He's Just Not That Into You thousands of time. It's so lovely. I never get bored watching it. I love Neil (Ben Affleck) and Beth (Jennifer Aniston) in that movie. Why? I don't really know. It's just that Neil in that movie is exactly the type of guy i would love to have as my husband.

Watching this movie really opens up my mind about guys of course but more towards relationship. What most people do not realize about relationship is that we often thought what we want is what we need. The reality is what we need might not exactly what we want and what we want might not always what we need. Just like in this movie, just take one example Neil and Beth. Beth always wanted to get married. But Neil doesn't.
Neil said,

"People who get married are not to be trusted. You know why? Because if you were legitimately happy, honestly you wouldn't feel the need to make a big show out of it. You wouldn't have to broadcast it. They do it because they're insecure and because they think that getting married is what they're supposed to be doing now. And so they're lying to themselves and they're lying to others."

They broke up for a while until Beth saw the real marriage lives of her sisters and realize marriage is just what she thought she need. Neil was more a husband to her than any other guy could be. 

 We all are fools when it involves love. Relationships. Commitments. One might say that love is blind. Love's not blind. People in love are blind. Love's stupid. Love makes us do stupid things. Because we are so blinded by that one person.

"I may dissect each little thing and put myself out there so much but at least that means that I still care."  -Gigi from He's Just Not That Into You-

To this one person,

I don't have the guts to say what I wanna say right to your face.

So I'm posting it here though I know you may not even read this.
Just so happen if you find out about this.

I just want you to know that I really love you. I do care about you.
You make me do all kinds of stupid thing that I can't believe I actually did.

You may not be as good or as perfect as that fictitious character Neil.

But to me you are more than Neil to me.

I miss you so much. Do take a good care of yourself.

 

 p/s: I really miss you. :(

I can't fight this feeling anymore..

that piece of picture describe it all..

how i feel right now..

i really miss you..

take a good care of yourself..

hope to see you soon..

:)

reben bukan reban

 apa ini? hehe.. inilah kerja sepanjang cuti seminggu ni.. mengikat reben atau bahasa orang putihnya ribbon penat tahu.. beratus-ratus nak ikat.. sampai nak muntah tengok.. :)

chak chak chak! tadaaaaaaaaaaa... haha...

less than three

love is abstract.. no one can actually define what is love.. don't believe me? go and ask just one human being and see what he says about it.. it's funny because everyone can feel love but can't actually tell the true meaning of love.. well according to wikipedia, it says that love is a virtue representing all of human kindness, compassion, and affection.



i was reading top 20 most famous love stories in history. i find it very fascinating and amazing how love can change people's sanity. click to read about famous Love Stories!  happy reading.. :)